He comes at night. I see him as a darker shadow. Sometimes I see his face. He is about to say something. I think of an actor struggling to remember a line. So many years have passed.
27 January 2008
25 January 2008
22 January 2008
Linguistics
One summer, long ago, I traveled to Victoria, capital of British Columbia, to visit friends whom I had not seen for many years.
I reached a hotel. After completing the formalities, the desk clerk said, How are things in Vancouver?
I have no idea. I haven't seen Vancouver in years.
You have a Vancouver accent.
What does a Vancouver accent sound like?
It sounds like you.
I reached a hotel. After completing the formalities, the desk clerk said, How are things in Vancouver?
I have no idea. I haven't seen Vancouver in years.
You have a Vancouver accent.
What does a Vancouver accent sound like?
It sounds like you.
21 January 2008
17 January 2008
One sunny afternoon
In a bus shelter, one sunny afternoon, I was tying my shoelaces, which had come loose several times that day. As I tied the second pair with a single knot, I looked up to see an old lady, who evidently had been watching me.
Why don't you double-knot your laces? Don't you know how? My mother taught me to do that when I was a little girl!
I smiled. Now I am fifty, I thought. No one had taught me to double-knot my laces when I was a child. Why not? I wondered. And why had I not noticed others doubling their knots? When I was in my twenties, someone remarked that he thought I was an orphan.
But the old lady, who was at least my mother's age, had taught me after all. Now, I double-knot my shoelaces. They haven't come loose for many years.
Why don't you double-knot your laces? Don't you know how? My mother taught me to do that when I was a little girl!
I smiled. Now I am fifty, I thought. No one had taught me to double-knot my laces when I was a child. Why not? I wondered. And why had I not noticed others doubling their knots? When I was in my twenties, someone remarked that he thought I was an orphan.
But the old lady, who was at least my mother's age, had taught me after all. Now, I double-knot my shoelaces. They haven't come loose for many years.
16 January 2008
Overheard
Now that I've turned 40, I can say things like: You're too young to know! It was before your time! It's a shame you never knew so-and-so! Back in the day! When I was young! When I was your age!
15 January 2008
Quest
How are you doing, sir?
Fine, thanks. And you?
Doing great, sir. Did you find what you were looking for?
Yes I did, thanks. And you?
Still searching, sir. Still searching.
Fine, thanks. And you?
Doing great, sir. Did you find what you were looking for?
Yes I did, thanks. And you?
Still searching, sir. Still searching.
Priority
What I bought instead of Wallis Budge's book on hieroglyphics ($6): a tuna sandwich ($2.99); a bottle of orange juice ($1.25); the weekend paper ($1.50)....(total $5.74).
13 January 2008
Night bus
The night bus carries bicycles now. No more than two at a time, though. Two bedraggled street people, a man and a woman, load their bikes onto the rack. One bike has a flat tire. When two other would-be passengers appear with bicycles, they realize that they aren't able to take their bikes with them. One locks his bike to a pole near the stop. The other, disgruntled, rides away. Perhaps he will try the next bus, the last of the night.
11 January 2008
10 January 2008
Holy, Holy, Holy
Above a back-alley entrance to a private dining club, which enshrines the usual crowd of the overfinanced and overadmired, there is a frieze, carved in the Roman manner, portraying a priestess or goddess holding wheat stalks, and what look like opium poppies, in each hand, while snakes entwine her arms. Such a frieze, in the ancient world, indicated a sacred site, where neophytes were initiated into a holy mystery. Evidently, the members of the club wish us to imagine that to enter their society is to encounter a revelation equally sacred.
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09 January 2008
07 January 2008
Not this, not that.
God is. He is simply, without limit or definition. To define him is to imply that there is some boundary that he cannot pass. He is everywhere and nowhere. He is not an individual, because there is no class or group of beings of which he is a member. He is not unique as an individual is unique, since all individuals share features from which uniqueness stands out. He shares nothing with anyone or anything to which he can be compared. Neither is he one, since there is no other with whom he can be counted. Neither does God know as we know, because we know only in part and can never know the whole as God knows. He has no self, since self delineates one from another, and there is no other than God. Without self, he is without ego, without defenses, without desire, without aversion, without fear. Without self, he is freedom. Without self, he is love.
At the church door
A girl in blue walked her bicycle toward a side door of the church. She leaned it against a small tree, and walked up the steps. She placed her right ear against the door, to hear the music of the choir. A look of wonder, astonishment even, crossed her face. I thought to ask her to come in, but I did not.
06 January 2008
The Man in the Lavender Hat
The man in the lavender hat smiled his way through the crowd. Many knew his face. They reached to shake his hand. Some wished to appear with him in photographs. He posed happily beside them, while others raised their cameras. How practised he was, how experienced.
05 January 2008
Bookshop
Pardon me, I'm in your way, I said, as I turned toward a young man who was looking around me at books on the shelves in front of me. I stepped aside.
I'm looking for a book, but I don't know its title. I know what it looks like, though.
Who is the author?
I don't know. But I'll know the book when I see it.
A few moments later, he walked away. I regret not asking what the book was about. Perhaps the young man did not know that either.
I'm looking for a book, but I don't know its title. I know what it looks like, though.
Who is the author?
I don't know. But I'll know the book when I see it.
A few moments later, he walked away. I regret not asking what the book was about. Perhaps the young man did not know that either.
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